with your awakening to joy
with your ill-considered run
with your emergent smile
like a threat to my chagrin
i draw out my spark like an iron
with my irritating bursts
with my banishing laughter
that creaks against your ecstatic stupor
and my skeleton exhumed from the boneyard
to the scandal of fine mistresses
who offer up to me their nude bodies
shaking with a trashy shiver
impassive to the stormy eyes of seismic dawn
i put together a reverie of hell
to brush against your body
to electrify your willing throat
a fixed day of splendor waiting the boarding of a steamship
conveying the exiled escapee of that prison
i will take you by the hair
ah! feverishly
in order to mount you
dangled
slapped
catcalled
panicked
wild-eyed
and... alone.
cynically alone.
handed over to hunger
in the bay of foulness
in front of the whorehouses
where a man fabricates
the mischief-makers
the galley slaves
the children of the greeting of hunger
by hunger
in rags
in ulcers
and the men to scout out first
the men to go barefoot
the men for "home"
the men for the shanty
and then the women
the women for the boudoir
the women for the smoking room
the women for the brothels
the women to bring about the carnage of bankruptcy
the women for the anxiety of jewelers
women to pity
i will tell you all about the barking of the doleful
the lament of deadened rivulets
innoculated by the first needles of helium
i will recount for you the abortion of every fruit
on the unblinking earth
and the measuring out and hefting up of every corpse
for the manure of their sprawling udder
i will make you ruminate.
one window opened on the shore...
the earth will turn about
to our polar arms
and we will have the vertigo of its gravitation
the privilege of establishing
the changing of the seasons
the influence of your eyes on tidal waves
the brief slumber of fisherman
the nightmare of sprouting alluvia
you will sing ahead of the ecstasy
because you will not build up
upon the disquietude and thirst
the braggart soldier
the messengers of transmissible deserts
they will bow at your porcelain feet
their spires
their riot shields
[June 1944]
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